These Dreams Are Scaring Me

by Cold Resistance

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Debut album of one-man-band "Cold Resistance". Main theme of lyrics is emotions and thoughts, that are filling up our minds and souls, sometimes even against our will, human's weakness or resistance to them. Catchy metal riffs with raw guitar sound, blasting drums and distinctive vocals, that is Cold Resistance!

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released 25 December 2012

Music and lyrics by Dmitry Gubsky
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Dmitry Gubsky in 2010-2011

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Cold Resistance Київ, Ukraine

One-man-band "Cold Resistance" was founded by Dmitry Gubsky in 2010. Debut album "These Dreams Are Scaring Me" is out now.

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Track Name: The Creatures Of My Mind
Betrayed again with headache,
The same things erased me yesterday
Infinitude of days and people doesn't came
I'm looking through a mirror on the dead man!

The Creatures of my mind becomes so real,
Intrusive thoughts, fixation on a suicide!
The Creatures of my mind - remains of me
And I'm just a starving ghost in your world!

Die by suicide! Die by suicide!
Die by suicide! Die by suicide!
Die by suicide! Die by suicide!
Die by suicide! Die by suicide!

The piece of windowpane is clawing my hand
Stumps of teeth are decaying day by day
Sing the Ghosts' song with me, my father
Discipline me! Discipline me more!

The Creatures of my mind becomes so real,
Intrusive thoughts, fixation on a suicide!
The Creatures of my mind - remains of me
And I'm just a starving ghost in your world!

Creatures of the my mind!
Creatures of the my mind!

The Creatures of my mind becomes so real,
Intrusive thoughts, fixation on a suicide!
The Creatures of my mind - remains of me
And I'm just a starving ghost in your world!
Track Name: Enslaved by Hate
At every evening and every weekend,
I saw his face, that smiled to me
The seeds of hate were growing stronger,
Night after night and every day

Once I returned and he was drank,
He tried to touch me, as boyfriend,
But cage of hate was torn apart,
I laughted and looked down on my "friend"

Dead neighbour becames alive!
My sins has not forgotten!

Don't try to run, you have to suffer,
My creepy sight is holding you,
Prepare your flash! Purification by pain!
Betrayer! Death by my hand is your fate!

I buried his corpse under the tree,
Where we played chess and cards
I laughted more and more and hate
Left me with shovel, I finished job

Cold, goosebumps on my back,
I hear this over and over again:
"Please, stop, don't do this!"
"No, my friend, I promise you, I'll do!"

Don't try to run, you have to suffer,
My creepy sight is holding you,
Prepare your flash! Purification by pain!
Betrayer! Death by my hand is your fate!

Dead neighbour became alive,
My sins has not forgotten
His blaming eyes are looking through walls,
I feel his hunger! No! Please, stop!

Don't try to run, you have to suffer,
My creepy sight is holding you,
Prepare your flash! Purification by pain!
Betrayer!

Enslaved by hate!
By hate!
Enslaved by hate!
By hate!
Enslaved by hate!
Track Name: Life for Illusions
Be humble and you'll delight in paradise!
Loan for house and car, you'll be prosperous!
Workaholic will get rich and famous...
Lie! This is a lie! You needn't live with it!

You need not!
You needn't live with illusions!

I hate live for illusions!
I hate all in my life!

Just listen, don't spend your time
For illusions that won't make happy!
Stop stagnation, don't waste your life,
We all have a chance!

Your envelope have moldred away,
Reality does not forgive morons' mistakes!
Crucified by shatters of your dreams
You're helpless, hopeless, enchained to obliteration!

I hate die for illusions!
Don't fuck with my life!

Can't live for nothing, can I?!
Won't live for anything!

Just listen, don't spend your time
For illusions that won't make happy!
Stop stagnation, don't waste your life,
We all have a chance!

Life for Illusions, you've never been happy,
You see the world in the darkest paints of existance, right?

Never! It's easier to be happy when you've never tried,
than when you've been inside, in the feeling of ecstasy!
Please, leave me now!

I hate live for illusions!
I'm on the edge when everything becomes clear!

Just listen, don't spend your time
For illusions that won't make happy!
Stop stagnation, don't waste your life,
We all have a chance!

Life for Illusions! Do you really want?
Life for Illusions! The path to oblivion!
Life for Illusions! Let the things go!
Life for Illusions!
Track Name: Cold Resistance
What just has happened? Goddamn!
What brings this pictures in my mind?
who tells me "kill him"?
He is my friend! I don't want to kill!

Resistance!
Resistance!

I take a razor and a knife, I'm going!
You is my friend, so, run, please, run!
I am a doll and some Dark Will directs me,
These darkness thoughts, it's using my mind!

Cold from my heart will gone! When I kill you!
Rest for my head will done! When I erase you!
Follow your inner call, you'll get relief!
Under my control! Just show belief!

Hate and anger are coming from our hearts!
We're going crazy, we rise our arms to sky!

Cold Resistance!
Cold Resistance!

Cold from my heart will gone! When I kill you!
Rest for my head will done! When I erase you!
Follow your inner call, you'll get relief!
Under my control! Just show belief!

Hate and anger are coming from our hearts!
We're going crazy, we rise our arms to sky!
But in Cold Resistance we stay against the Void!
We're pulling down our souls all in all!
Track Name: To Kill the Dream
I wake up (now and again) full of obsessional ideas
I go to sleep and dream of (unrealizable) desires
I'm crumbling up, the essence is forgotten (long ago)
My eyes are empty wholes (and only sky is reflected in them)

I saw the journey clearly once,
Where should be essence at the end
But I see nothing in pursuit
My track is lost and now I can
to kill the dream!

To kill the dream and be your old self!
Survive all shit and keep afloat (again)
To kill the dream! The chains are torn apart!
The new (one) will take the place of dead!

I move away from former ideals
I'm looking for the straight and narrow
(But playing a wrong card)
I fell into decay, I'm ruining my health,
but I cannot still find the way (on the summit)!

I doubt my visions of the kernel
I've made an attempt, but it turned me off!
That essence isn't mine, but burns my flash
I'll kill the dream or I'll be food for worms!

The reason calls to raze,
But animality is looking for a second chance
Destroy this shit or it will destroy you!
Track Name: Dreamstorm
Evening again and altered state
Present brings in hopelessness
Existance is just a joke of life
I hope to have brought through or die

Look at me, friend from the mirror
Do you think I'm tired? Yeah?
Don't be silly, little Billy!
This is the night for thought!

"you can't keep pace with everything"
"I'm looser, bummer, garbage!"
"You should commit suicide, death is beautiful"
"Each passing hour shortens my life..."

Bang your head and laugh
This always helps against the Dreams
Drink more, smoke more my friend
Shake up the brain and slaughter Beast!

Last stand at hill of despair
My soul is corroded by the voids
Leave me alone! Just keep off from me!
Is this a real vision of the end?

Rampant desires and messy wishes,
Legions of perverted fancies,
Mental alienation, paranoid ideas,
I'm totally kept in a Dreamstorm

Have you ever wondered how to celebrate your own death?
Cannibal killer murdered again after mental care failures
Heroic Nurse Saves Five Year Old from Pedophile Attack
Bus stop arsonist wants mental help!

"Death, death", - Sounds in head,-
"To place a bomb under the bed"
Kick'n'Knock breaks my temple
Hate in my veins!

Neverending story...
Want to sleep without dreams!
Want to live without fears!
Want to die without Illusions!


Rampant desires and messy wishes,
Legions of perverted fancies,
Mental alienation, paranoid ideas,
I'm totally kept in a Dreamstorm

Die by commiting suicide!
Die by commiting suicide!

Die by commiting suicide!
Die by commiting suicide!
Die by commiting suicide!
Die by commiting suicide!
Track Name: Power of The Eight
You're crawling forward, the Exploration,
Everything so attractive, and so difficult,
You're shedding power of cognition, but blind fate...
The dice are loaded against your mind!

You'll feel the Power of the Eight

Sell for a song your dream! Exterminate your talent!
Purchase almighty folio and use it incessantly!
Betray yourself, put out your inner flame!
Trite personality, neither reason nor soul inside you!

Sell out yourself, as fashionable whore,
That's all your interests, you fall asleep again
You become obstructed with borrowed truth
And set another's goal above yours!

Sell for a song your dream! Exterminate your talent!
Purchase almighty folio and use it incessantly!
Betray yourself, put out your inner flame!
Trite personality, neither reason nor soul inside!

I'm rotting, I've fling shit on myself,
Vicious murder of a child
I have enjoyed the Power of the Eight
And now I'm the Immortal One!

Lifetime and future are sold out,
All things are planned by a lucky chance
Gifts for a wife and care for children
You have no money on paints, the pictures were not even drawn
And mind switched over to a defense!

You've felt the power of the eight, you've lost your talent!
You've felt the power of the eight, you've lost your soul!
Track Name: Last Hope Has Gone
Leave me alone! Yes, I'm in trouble!
And say: "You're unbearable, aren't you?"
Yeah, bitch, you're better than all other...
Let's show your fury, what can you do?

I believed in synergy
And I'm falling down now
But it's not my fault,
All things rot!

Even truth rots!

Last hope has gone!
My hope has gone! Forever!
Last hope has gone!
My last! I can't believe in this!
Last hope has gone!
My hope has gone! Forever!
Last hope has gone!
My last! Now I hate you!

Shut up! And listen, despicable!
Apocalyptic beast, Devourer of my soul!
The broken hopes will never return,
Destroyed temple, burning home!

I believed in synergy
And I'm falling down now
But it's not my fault,
All things rot!

I hate you, chaotic seeds of emptyness!

Last hope has gone!
My hope has gone! Forever!
Last hope has gone!
My last! I can't believe in this!
Last hope has gone!
My hope has gone! Forever!
Last hope has gone!
My last! Now I hate you, bitch!

Last hope has gone!
My hope has gone! Forever!
Last hope has gone!
My last! I can't believe in this!
Last hope has gone!
My hope has gone! Forever!
Last hope has gone!
My last! Now I hate you, bitch!
Track Name: B.R.C.D.
Cross-head screwdriver, stab in the eye, stab in the neck
Face beats against the fence, my boot dislodges the nose
What are you, stinker, looking for? Don't keep your eyes on me!
Stop laugh at me! Stop laugh behind my back!

Slaughter! Die and slaughter!
You will die, bastard!

Bleed!
Suffer for your meanness!
Rot!
All shall perish!
Cry!
Don't ask me to stop!
Die!
There's no two ways!
Bleed!
Suffer for your meanness!
Rot!
All shall perish!
Cry!
Don't ask me to stop!
Die!
There's no two ways about it!

Your lips is hammered to pieces, it's so sweet!
Are you whining? What a bastard! My hammer will smash your face in!
I'll smite and tear out your eye!
That's what you deserve! You all deserve!

Slaughter! Die and slaughter!

Daddy hates pranks!
That's too much!
Who is bad girlie?
Who is bad lad?

Bleed!
Suffer for your meanness!
Rot!
All shall perish!
Cry!
Don't ask me to stop!
Die!
There's no two ways!
Bleed!
Suffer for your meanness!
Rot!
All shall perish!
Cry!
Don't ask me to stop!
Die!
There's no two ways about it!

Bleed!
Rot!
Cry!
Die!
Bleed!
Rot!
Cry!
Die!
Track Name: When The Grey Means Black
Another day, grey sky remains the same,
Unrestrained black noise is reminiscence stream
Childhood pictures, the dawn is tinted with sepia
Breakdown of underself is casting shadows on the world

The altered state of consciousness
when laughter seems a baseness
Nobody knows when it will over
When the grey means black

Foreignness, sleet like for the first time
Odour of mud, movements become mechanical
Feeling of the Day of Wrath, songs of wrong revel are sounding
Reflections of thunder are ringing in my ears

This will never end
Joy is just illusion
Feeling of authenticity is glimmering
Through the sphere of uselessness

I'm laying useless in the shadows,
My blood poisons me
Track Name: These Dreams Are Scaring Me
A new quest, but something gives me up to despair
I'm carring over as if I know solution
I'm cursed with my mental fatigue from day to day
Unrealized, unproductive and lifeless!

Lifeless!
These Dreams are scaring me!
Lifeless!

I can't stop a flurry of excessive speculation
What do they whisper? Why can't you sleep?
You're out of tune! You're out of time! You're bastard!
My head is splitting under the siege of fears!

These Dreams are scaring me!
No! No-no!
These Dreams are scaring me!
On verge of insanity!

These Dreams are scaring me!

Morning, headache in gloomy silence
Small parts are catchy, but whole pattern is lost
Fuck, I should hate to be chained to the oar!
How can I resist? Extract it from me!

These Dreams are scaring me!
No! No-no!
These Dreams are scaring me!
On verge of insanity!

The obsession with superiority doesn't stop!
These Dreams are scaring me!
Significant is postponed, I'm ensnared in minor!
These Dreams are killing me!

The obsession with superiority doesn't stop!
These Dreams are scaring me!
Significant is postponed, I'm ensnared in minor!
These Dreams are killing me!
The obsession with superiority doesn't stop!
These Dreams are scaring me!
Significant is postponed, I'm ensnared in minor!

The obsession with superiority doesn't stop!

Significant is postponed, I'm ensnared in minor!

The obsession with superiority doesn't stop!

Significant is postponed, I'm ensnared in minor!