I wake up (now and again) full of obsessional ideas
I go to sleep and dream of (unrealizable) desires
I'm crumbling up, the essence is forgotten (long ago)
My eyes are empty wholes (and only sky is reflected in them)
I saw the journey clearly once,
Where should be essence at the end
But I see nothing in pursuit
My track is lost and now I can
to kill the dream!
To kill the dream and be your old self!
Survive all shit and keep afloat (again)
To kill the dream! The chains are torn apart!
The new (one) will take the place of dead!
I move away from former ideals
I'm looking for the straight and narrow
(But playing a wrong card)
I fell into decay, I'm ruining my health,
but I cannot still find the way (on the summit)!
I doubt my visions of the kernel
I've made an attempt, but it turned me off!
That essence isn't mine, but burns my flash
I'll kill the dream or I'll be food for worms!
The reason calls to raze,
But animality is looking for a second chance
Destroy this shit or it will destroy you!